Who am I?

Why do people live to follow, and not live to create their own way of living?

I chose to follow my own path, my own ways, my own beliefs and my own thoughts. I believe in living as a good person, one that's wise, intelligent, knows how to help people, one with morals, one who's gentle, nice, loving..

One who does something for people , without expecting anything in return. One who aims for the highest, fears the lowest but accepts the average.
One who doesn't strive for perfection, but one who strives for improving himself whenever he gets the opportunity, one who learns from his mistakes.
One who lives for tomorrow, instead of yesterday.
One with a stable mind, a sober one.
One who looks at things from both sides, instead of only his own.
One with spirit, who keeps pushing it till he can't do no more.

A person who's just, righteous, friendly. A persistent person, one who doesn't go down after one punch, but keeps going on till he's completely knocked down.
One who sees everything as a challenge, one who doesn't underestimate, nor overestimate.
I want to be balanced, strong, honest, fair, honourable.
I want to use everything I had gained, my talents, and my abilities. Because not using them is a waste of knowledge, and I wouldn't want to do that.
All I want is to love, and to be loved. To care, and to be taken care of. To win.
I want to be compassionate, I want to be able to accept things how they are, and not constantly try to change them.
I want to make a difference that is within my powers, instead of just complaining and do nothing. I don't want to be flawless, in fact I want to have flaws so I can improve myself yet again.
I want to constantly be able to change myself, to look at myself, accept, see, and better my flaws.
Not to fear the unknown, not to fear challenges. But to face and surpass them. Even the highest mountains can be climbed, no matter how much it takes.
I want to achieve constant happiness.
I want to be constantly motivated and achieve my goals. Which being this person, is one of them.
I have yet a lot to learn about the "real world" about what's coming to me, about life itself. About what I have yet to face. But I'm not afraid.
This picture I've got in my head, the picture about "the good person" who I want to be, might not be the picture everyone has of a good person. But it suits me, and to me it matters.
As long as I walk on this earth, I want to be no one else but me. I want to follow this path, and only this path.
Where this path will take me? I have no idea. I'll keep following it till I can see a light in the end. And this light will be the happy ending of me.
This is the person who I am, and whom I strive to be, this.. This is me. <3